& every time i make a new friend that’s another funeral in the future i will attend.

sometimes i wish i could go & back other times i don’t
usually accept my loses other times i wont
because of pride alone i suffer twice as long 
put myself in this position stuck to die alone
see, i used to be a man of virtues & now i don’t even know if my word’s true
the fire’s finally burned through
ironically i, kept going in circles and now i got no one to turn to
try to avoid it, but i’m deep in the flames, steady sinking in pain
trying to drink it away,  should i leave this today? i got no reason to stay
the funny thing is, y’all actually think i’m okay
frozen by the ice that bleeds through my veins
and life is a bitch once you run out of people to blame 
what i need is a change because nowadays my insanity is the only thing keeping me sane.


 

Shut your eyes butterfly and trust the skies

I’ve had enough of my shit too, your flight plan is justified

I’m not sure I feel as awful as I act

but Romeo never got his way by faking a laugh

or making his puzzle one war at a time

Yours truly, my only and beloved, falsely mine